Saturday, July 7, 2007
This is to everyone who's EVER called me gay:
you think it doesnt affect me. I HAD TO ACTUALLY CONSIDER BEING GAY AND I TALKED TO A TEACHER AND SHE HELPED ME. AND I WAS OKAY FOR A WHILE UNTIL EVERYONE IN SCHOOL STARTED CALLING ME GAY AGAIN. WHEN THAT HAPPENED I THOUGHT ABOUT BEING GAY AND I THOUGHT I HAD FEELINGS FOR ANOTHER GUY AND I KEPT THINKING THAT TILL I TALKED TO A TEACHER REGARDING THIS. AND THEN YESTERDAY DURING THAT STUPID HOMOSEXUALITY TALK, EVERYTHING GOT WORSE SOMEONE CALLED MY NAME. SOMEONE WHO DESERVES TO DIE. JUST ROT IN HELL. I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THAN ANY OF YOU. WHY THE HELL SHOULD YOU CALL ME GAY. HUH. YOU THINK IT DOESN'T HURT? JUST BECAUSE I DON'T SAY ANYTHING.RIGHT. YOU WANT ME TO RETALIATE? WELL I WON'T COS I'M NOT LIKE THAT. BUT JUST STAY OUT OF MY LIFE!
I HATE MY LIFE