Friday, July 27, 2007
You you you. Hmm. Let's see. Today's FRIDAY! Spider-pig Spiderpig! So cute right. They think of everything. Friday. The end of another long week. A lot of stuff happened. I honestly think I'm going crazy. Marcus kept annoying me and I threw my pencil box at him. Why? I don't know. And everyone thought I was mad. Because it just hit his neck. I don't know. I just get these sudden outbursts.
I mean, I'm fine with everything. Then suddenly, someone hits my boiling point and I get all crazy. Like in Sec 1 I threw Zi Peng's glasses of his face(SORRY!). Then last year, I just kicked Senthil like crazy. And this year, I just started to claw at Arjuna's face. Sigh.
I need something. Someone. Who can honestly pull me back. I feel like I'm going further and further away from people&the things I love.
I'm 110 pounds. SO WHAT?
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Please don't stop the music. I share the exact same feelings as Rihanna. I mean, WHY STOP THE MUSIC! I wish music revolved around my life 24/5. Not 24/7. Weekends are reserved for other stuff =D
How's school? Mamamsemamamamamicrosoft! Sorry. =D. Okay school's pretty much fine. I screwed up the A Math test today. Cyndia Leow's leaving. She told us. OMG LIKE SO SAD LA. She was one of the nicest teachers. And yes, I did get some bad news. ): I heard that people are saying stuff bout me again. So tell me what we're gonna do now?
SIMPSONS! AHHH. Screaming! Harry Potter was good. Did I post about that? oops. Anyway, Senthil doesn't know what SImpsons is. haha. And, I'm really feeling certain strong emotions again. Not for someone but for something totally else. A few of ya'll may know more.
HAHA.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
What is UP PEOPLE.
I'm at page 130+ of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Its a REALLY good book with a good plot but I mean, I AM SO EXCITED. Who will die?!?!? If I find out before I read it myself, I swear that I will screw whoever told me.
Okay? Haha. I had flag day. Updated the other place as well.
-Taken off.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Okay. Made the switch to Xanga. That'll be my private blog
where every dark deep secret of mine is revealed. And no,
I'm not going to release it. (:
This weekend was gooood. Really gooood. Though
there were some bad things (dang) but other than
that it was good.
I'm centralizing everything. A new layout I'm
trying. I think I should change my skin.
Should I?
Uh. What did I want to say?
OH YES. 6 more days to HARRYPOTTER#7!
Trying out Live Journal. MAY make the switch.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
How is everyone doing on a cool Saturday evening. I'm doing fine! Just been really STRESSED. But strangely, there's an air of lightness around me today. Was it Harry Potter? I don't know. All I know is that the movie was the best I have EVER seen. It's sooo good. I'll have to watch it this week again.
I think this air of lightness came about after I opened myself up to a few people. I guess the blog was one of them. Because last week, my schoollife was good. Nothing happened to me (Except for a few minor stuff) and I thoroughly enjoyed it. There were days when I felt down but these days always had good things in the middle of it. (:
It's been two weeks from Christina. I MISS YOU. Ain't No Other Christina!!! It may seem weird but I love Timbaland's "The Way I Are". I like you just the way you are.
Hmm. My Top-Ten will have some new changes to it, the most significant being the Certifications (Thanks ZP for the idea).
All singles which debuted 2-3 weeks ago can be certified. Previous singles will be certified at the end of the year.
Certification System:
1 spin = 2 point
1 vote = .5 point
1 week on chart = 2.5 points
#1 = 10 points
#2 = 9.5 points
#3 = 9.0 points
#4 = 8.8 points
#5 = 8.0 points
#6 = 7.0 points
#7 = 6.8 points
#8 = 6.0 points
#9 = 5.8 points
#10 = 5. points
Retire = 5 points (Increased to 15 weeks for songs that debut from NEXT week (16/7/07))
Greatest Airplay Gainer = 2.5pts/week
GOLD SINGLES = 75 points
PLATINUM SINGLES = 150 points
DIAMOND SINGLES = 300 points
Thanks Zi Peng for helping and giving ideas!
Saturday, July 7, 2007
This is to everyone who's EVER called me gay:
you think it doesnt affect me. I HAD TO ACTUALLY CONSIDER BEING GAY AND I TALKED TO A TEACHER AND SHE HELPED ME. AND I WAS OKAY FOR A WHILE UNTIL EVERYONE IN SCHOOL STARTED CALLING ME GAY AGAIN. WHEN THAT HAPPENED I THOUGHT ABOUT BEING GAY AND I THOUGHT I HAD FEELINGS FOR ANOTHER GUY AND I KEPT THINKING THAT TILL I TALKED TO A TEACHER REGARDING THIS. AND THEN YESTERDAY DURING THAT STUPID HOMOSEXUALITY TALK, EVERYTHING GOT WORSE SOMEONE CALLED MY NAME. SOMEONE WHO DESERVES TO DIE. JUST ROT IN HELL. I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THAN ANY OF YOU. WHY THE HELL SHOULD YOU CALL ME GAY. HUH. YOU THINK IT DOESN'T HURT? JUST BECAUSE I DON'T SAY ANYTHING.RIGHT. YOU WANT ME TO RETALIATE? WELL I WON'T COS I'M NOT LIKE THAT. BUT JUST STAY OUT OF MY LIFE!
I HATE MY LIFE
Friday, July 6, 2007
It's over and we're stronger and we'll NEVER have to go back again. - Oh Mother by Christina Aguilera.
I hope to be singing that ten years from now. Because honestly, I'm at the place I never wanted to be. I honestly hate my life now. NOTHING is going well. Well maybe everything would be better if I was more
masculine. I think me being girly is a problem to the whole damn school. Right? Why else would they ANNOY THE HELL OUT OF ME. And the ONLY thing they have to say to me? "Fuck You" "Gay Shit". AND IT ALL GOT WORSE AFTER THAT STUPID TALK.
I hate it. I hate hate hate hate it. I never felt so much hate for anyone or anything before. I just want to say this to EVERYONE who wants to annoy me. "Move Move Move right out of my life"
Sunday, July 1, 2007
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